This lent....

I have decided this lent that Im going to really try harder to be a lot closer to you. I know in my heart the love that I have for you is strong and deep, my honor and faith is strong and I have never doubted you, but I know that I can do more. I know that I can be better... going to church to sing your praise is something that I really (not only need to do) want to do. SO, instead of giving something up (which im still going to do) I have decided that Im going to do everything in my ability to goto church every week.

You have your hands all over my life, and I'm so grateful that you are working in and around me right now. I just want to let u know that I hear you, I see you, and I know that you are trying to always tell me something. Im going to start listening more instead of talking so much. I know that you know what my true heart desires, and you know that Im a worry wart. Im really trying to give all that to you. I know that whatever happens in my life I need u to work. I need to give you everything and let u do what may be with it.

I have faith that you never will leave me , that you will make me stronger so that i can live the life in your honor that i so want, i know that you will handle everything, that NOTHING is impossible for you, that you can control my life and have me exactly where you need me to be.

I love you so much, and Im so happy that you are always there to count on. Thank you for the friends and loved ones that you have in my life that show me you are everywhere. Please guide me... I need you.

Love always,
Michelle Jo elen